clack and caw

it is the one thing,
that defeats this one thing
this ridiculous thing under my skin.
an insider,
slider, through the ear, left of the fear,
down the nasal passage,
past the glands
over the tonsils,
down the throat,
raping the gut,
deafen the tumult,
water, cold waterfalls putting out the fire,
fire,
fire,
too mysterious,
fanning fire,
stop desire,
pull the trigger,
stop the power.
abstract,
no object,
no extract,
no click track.
out of touch,
pocket full of mud,
fight this fist and cuff,
tell on me,
scrutiny,
watch me watch my mutiny,
too many marathon movies,
yet another one night stand.
how do i tend this land?
tell me how i came here, now I'm stuck in your kaleidoscope trailer park?
i will play you the easy.
i will make me the easy.
i will sit still and stick around and be easy.
until there is no more left of me,
only blood rusting on the rail, all nice and pretty.